live again
lecca
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I’ve always thought that a person like me
can’t go living a life in the sun
Even if I see a dream where I nestle close to someone else
Just that causes my heart to seize up with fear

If I could do it again, how far back do I have to go?
I even think that I want to be someone else
But the road I ran myself is right here so
I still don’t feel like I can throw it away

Things can change, even from now
I’ll continue on with everything mixed up
With the memory and pain of my falls weighing on my shoulders
I’m going to relive the present

What do I want to be
I can only ask this to myself
Even without coming to terms with reality
I try wishing I could leap over these problems even if just a little

Instead of thinking from when I want to do it,
I put up my guard and first think if I can do it or not

But more than it being embarrassing, I’m afraid of losing myself
I still can’t say it’s the end

Things can change, even from now
I’ll continue on with everything mixed up
With the memory and pain of my falls weighing on my shoulders
I’m going to relive the present

No matter how much time passes I still have no room to breathe
I continue to run on, more frantic than that time
I’ve got some anxiety but instead of it taking over my life
I’ll walk on with strength even if I remember the grief, smiles, sadness, and pain I still imagine
Instead of living by counting what I’ve lost I’ll think of what I can do
It’s so unattractive but that’s okay, I can’t go anywhere but forward anyhow
Mistakes are of no concern, It doesn’t mean I can’t do this over
I’ll use everything else I’ve got and get it back

I’ve always thought that a person like me
probably still has things he can do
The monochrome days that flowed on suddenly began to change color

Things can change, even from now
I’ll continue on with everything mixed up
With the memory and pain of my falls weighing on my shoulders
I’m going to relive the present