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I returned home as always on the street that’s become more beautiful than before
A 36 year old adult that still to this day cries wildly when people get angry at her
It’s pitiful, it’s pitiful, but even so it’s better than the past
I was much much smaller then
School was my everything, the classroom was like my life
If you stuck out a little or were a bit different it was the end
Now I laugh about it but those bad habits still somewhat remain
First to sixth period, Monday to Friday, that was everything
Lalala, I still won’t forget it, that classroom was everything, my class was everything
I lived to now like that but
Lalala, the world is so much more, so much wider and stranger than my imagination, it’s colorful
I’m not boasting but more than my ability to dream I excelled at having negative delusions
I’m scared I want to run away, I’m scared I want to give up, if I failed I’d be criticized
That puffed up like a dream, it seemed like the end of this world
Although more than if someone important to me died it’d be a mere scratch
Lalala, Even if I was humiliated, even if I failed, even if I was criticized
This world wouldn’t end
Lalala, The world surely doesn’t care enough about me for me to care
Well then, I’ve got to live freely
There are still people I haven’t met and there are things unsaid
Suffering will change into a wonderful miracle
I came to understand that the classroom was a tiny place because I was there
Cause I have now, some day I’ll laugh at it all
Lalala, I still won’t forget it, that classroom was everything, my class was everything
I lived to now like that but
Lalala, the world is so much more, so much wider and colorful than my imagination
Lalala, I still won’t forget it, everyone says what they like, let them say what they want
Lalala, nobody knows that there’s a wonderful miracle inside of you
Nobody knows
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